What happened to living on the edge? :P

MAKING SOME CHANGES TO THE WAY I DO THINGS. Apparently it is important for me to have a schedule. Why yes, yes it is.

I guess I should make one. My average day. 

-5.40 Wake up. Meditate

-6.00 Drink a bottle of water and have breakfast, get ready for school. 

-6.40 Wait for bus, just in case he comes early. ;P he never does. 

-6.49 Get on the bus.

(Now this is important, its about what I can do on the bus to bide my time, I want it to be productive and well honestly studying is out, I just cant concentrate on the bus.) ill do another post.

-8.00 arrive at my destination to walk to school. [Mwahahaha, originally I got off at this stop for Chris, but  actually enjoy the walk and I get to school earlier. :P A win win, you could say. :)]

-8.30 get to school. Go to class. 

(lets skip school) :)

-2.45 School ends. I will head to the library to study

-5.00 if I'm busing, i leave for the bus stop. If I'm not I continue to study. :)

-5.30 i either get picked up from the school, or my bus leaves. 

-6.30 I get home, again  I need something productive to fill the time on the bus home. 

-6.40 Go for a run.

-7.00 Have dinner. 

-7.30 Shower.

-8.00 either more study or spend time with my family and I write in this blog, (unwind from the day, talk about what happened, once it is on the page i don't think about it negatively again, lets me start the day fresh. 

-9.00 Begin my bedtime routine, brushing my teeth, packing my bag. ect. 

-9.30 Meditate, not for long, just to calm my brain down, and also to let me move on from the events of the say and not feel the emotions. and sleep. :) Thats my plan, thats my day. 

Keeping a schedule of things to get done each day helps relieve the mind of unnecessary stress. unnecessary clutter. 

Things I need to get done,

I need to make a decision for next year and right now, i am thinking Uni. Otago or Auckland or Canterbury. that means applying for Canterbury. I also need to think about living accommodation, applying for a job at Karadean. as well as what I am going to do job wise next year, going in to full time work and saving all of my money would help drastically for next year. if I went and did first year health science. With the idea of doing, either science, and Japanese at Canterbury, or first year health science at Otago or Auckland accommodation needs to be worked out. At Canterbury, I will need to flat or go to the halls of residency, at Otago I will need to flat and at Auckland I will need to flat or go to the halls of residency. and of course there is Hagley again, which will lead to flatting as well. I cant sort flatting out right now, so there is not point stressing about it, I can focus on fatting after christmas/beginning of January. To apply for Karadean I just need to call them up and ask about it, I will probably have to take a few days off school, but that would give me money. and I could work week ends. 

I need to see a physio, and a doctor and go to counselling. 

next year I want to learn the violin.
I have got to focused on my studies, but that will need a separate page :) To go over everything I need to get done.
Money is an issue, really need a new phone, my laptop is going well, don't need one of those, I don't want to sell my stuff because the truth is that I suck at actually sending it once I've got my money I just don't care enough. :( Something I'm not proud of.
I need to get my spine sorted out
and I need to ask the doctor about my muscles constantly tensing up.
I would like to meditate more
I want to lose more weight, need to exercise more.
Got to get my drivers licence. Just my leaners. :) I am pretty sure that is everything. Okay, :) a lot to get done, a lot of which I don't really want to do, but never the less I don't have to think about because I wrote it down, :P