Wednesday, 16 December 2015

Mmmhmmm

Do not get angry. Yeah its frustrating but you shouldn't get angry, he is being a douche, if you get angry you are being a douche, so just stay quiet and let him be a dick you can't fix this, you cant fix him, so let it go. He wants to exercise for nine million years let him, you brought books, you knew this would happen, its him, stop expecting things will change and face reality.
Its hard not to get angry because he just doesn't care, why am I here? Why did you invite me over. Why did I come over, I knew this was going to happen, I was hopping it wouldn't, but I knew, I always know, there is no surprise here. I guess I just don't want to feel like I have to compete with exercising, I don't care that he does it I care that he would rather do it then hang out with me. Yeah its good for him, so don't invite me over. But I shouldn't sit here and whinge about it, I knew it would happen and was kidding myself to ever think otherwise. He Just wants to do what he wants to do.

I dont want to be the person that is always whining about a boy, I said it earlier this year, but ya know what. I am that person when it comes to him, why does he get on my nerves so much. I believe it is because My rose coloured glasses are off and now I'm just getting annoyed with everything he does, and I cant work out if he is worse or if I'm just no in the mood. Maybe its both but getting angry won't help, just let him do his thing.

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