Expectations.

Why is it that some people just cannot compliment you, no matter how good a job you do. I mean honestly Sometimes you just wish a person would go, oh yeah that was great. :) Nice job. But they don't they just tell you what you need to improve on, which is fine, I can handle that, I like constructive criticism but I still sometimes feel a little drained like nothing I do is good enough for them. We are all trying to please people and sometimes you just need to let it go and do something different. The world is changing and I am changing with it, I don't need to please anyone but myself, I want to write, I need to read and I need to learn to write better and the only way you complete that is too write more.

Some times I feel like he doesn't really care about me, and thats because he doesn't often act like he does. I guess its hard when someone never says it.

The truth is that I need to learn not to expect anything from the people around me, it makes things more exciting and unexpected.