The future.

So for years, what I have wanted to do most was write. But I dont tell anyone that, because I dont want to hear the advice that I need to write all the time, that I need to know big fancy words, and always be typing away on my computer, the truth is, when I have something to say I will write it down, but I cant be forced to write, and not writing isn't a sign of weakness, its just who I am.

If I could do anything in the world, I would write, I would spent everyday writing until my fingers bleed, that all I want to do, and I spend hours writing on this blog, because hell I like writing, I like expressing what I have to day, I like inspiring and yeah I do short stories and I haven't had time to do any of those recently because I have been focused on making sure I can get a real job, instead of just being, I can do anything I out my mind too, but this, this is what I really want. I dont always have something to write about, but if I do, I will write it. 

Thats what makes me a writer. Am I meant to be a writer, what does that even mean, am I meant to inspire people with my words. 

I am wrong, I'm not meant to go and do medicine, I just want to write and it makes me depressed that I always have to hide that, so I'm not going to anymore, Im not going to openly talk about it, Im just gonna write, I get inspired by writing and I het inspired reading. :) 

JUST DO IT ME.

I accept myself, I love myself, and I forgive myself of the things I didn't know until I learnt.

I dont admit very often that writing is my passion, that I want to be an author because I myself haven't accepted or been comfortable enough with myself that I admit to that being my dream, but it is my dream, ill write. Im gonna write, Im going to inspire, I'm not going to get scared by it all and hide, Im just gonna do it, and I may not always have a whole lot to say, but thats what is so great, you won't always. Writing will encourage me to learn every step of the way.